The Broken One
Name: Melvyn Tan
Nicknames: ?
Birthday: 14th March
My Loves
Drinks: Milk and red bull
Songs: Anything listenable I guess
My Loathes
Drinks: Water (But I know it's good for me)
Food: You really wanna know meh?
Songs: Techno
My Current Mood
It's ever changing.
The Past
August 2005September 2005October 2005November 2005December 2005January 2006February 2006March 2006April 2006May 2006June 2006July 2006August 2006September 2006October 2006
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Something which I wrote when I was impatient..
You're Late AgainYou're Late again,And I'm here waiting for you,Like A stupid fool.I have better ways to spend my time,Than to wait here,While you committ your crime.Yes, your crime is wasting other peoples' time,And it's like as if my time,Does not even worth a dime.So tell me my friend,What's keeping you from being on time?Or are you just going to keep quiet like a mime?I've told you once,And I've told you twice,Heck, I think I've even told you a million times,That being late ain't so funny,So get on your feet and sprint like a bunny.Wait a minute,You can't sprint to save your life,Cos you're so fat and that ain't a lie.Hang out with you I still do,But I seriously do not know why.Maybe this time,I'll just say goodbye...
Broke down at 9:39 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I felt this a thousand times beforeSin hard and I'll surely fallI watch as my life takes a turnIn the fires of hell I'll burnMy friend, no matter how hard I tryI know that surely, I will dieMy ray of hope, it quickly shattersIn the end, nothing really mattersThis is my consequence of sinBut you know I can't let my demons winI'll take every chance that I haveTo grasp this ray of hope till I breathe my lastSpeeding through this tunnel of darknessThis earth, full of deceit and liesStruggling hard in a nightmare that never endsKnowing I'll wake only if you hear my criesIt's hard to keep it altogetherThe demons laugh as I scream with madnessSearching hard for something so untrueIt's just too bad I don't have a clueThis is my consequence of sin
But you know I can't let my demons win
I'll take every chance that I have
To grasp this ray of hope till I breathe my last...
Broke down at 7:43 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
2006. A year where I have been thinking back so much of the past. Past joys, past hurts, past regrets, past friendships. For me, secondary school life was probably the most fun and one of the best times of my life. It's a period where a teenager learns both the good and bad things in his/her life. It might even determine what kind of person he/she will turn out to be in the later part of life. A young heart is easily shaped and moulded, to be either good or bad. For me, it worked both ways. Being a teenager taught me to be more independent, to learn to fend for myself and not depend too much on others, though we do need people in our lives. It was a time for me where a bloody nose and getting into trouble was a common thing. Bad grades, disappointed parents and teachers.. ok I didn't care about the teachers that much. Picked up vices like smoking, drinking etc. Skipped school to go jamming, sleeping at bishan park countless times, getting into trouble with the cops, getting into trouble with other people, shoplifting.. got caught but escaped. Sounds like a sin confession doesn't it? Haha. NO it's not. 1 or rather 2 things which kept me sane. My friends and music. Why so?Because my friends were the ones who were always there for me. We were there for each other. When 1 was in trouble, all will help. Why music? Because, we played in a band. If we didn't, we would have joined a secret society gang. For me, I chose music over that, and I am glad I did. Imagine where I would be now if I chose to join a gang. In prison? Or worse, in a ceremic jar... Believe it or not, this is what I have been thinking of the past 1 or 2 weeks or so. Emotional? No la.. Just grateful to God that I could spend that part of my life. I wouldn't want it any other way. Well, of course there were mistakes and regrets. But without them, I would learn nothing. I won't be able to differentiate right from wrong. Well this new year, like the rest, is no different. Celebrated it with friends, family. So many changes to be made in my life, but can't seem to find the motivation and the drive. CNY sucked big time this year. Apart from the eve where we went to vintage, sun service and dinner at ling's place and movie with xav and some of the teens, went to Kev's place and watched comedy and music vids till like 3am. Apart from that, everything else sucked. Don't want to talk about it for now. Ask me why next time. Haha.It's only the start of the year and already I am feeling kind of frustrated and hopeless. Oh well, life goes on. No pics to show you guys. I need a digi cam! And since everyone is putting this on their blogs, I'll do the same.Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
 You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy Music Theology Art HistoryForeign language |
Broke down at 11:59 PM